I fear when I am in a crowd…
It makes me feel unsafe…
I fear when I am alone…
There is this eerie feeling, that something bad is about to happen
I fear when I say ‘c u soon’
What if I don’t get to see them ever again
I fear when I think of a happy tomorrow
May be there won’t be a tomorrow at all
I fear when I see people running,
My heart skips a beat, my mind races
I fear when I see people still,
My eyes wander, wanting to pick up cues
I fear when the telephone network gets jammed,
Is this a signal?
I fear when someone doesn’t pick up the phone
Did something just happen?
I fear when a stranger is good to me,
I can’t trust him
I fear when a stranger is indifferent,
Something’s surely up his sleeve…
Every moment I live in fear
Every moment …
I fear being a victim of one of these blasts
I fear someone else being a victim of it.
I fear losing someone closest to my heart to it
Day by day I fear something inside me dying
Every moment I fear losing my faith to fear
Every moment I fear…I fear
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About Me
- Neena
- Hi. I am neena. Welcome to my blog. Where am I from? I come from a small city, situated at the foothills of Darjeeling, called Siliguri. I was born and brought up there. Mumbai is my second home. Most of the times, I like it even more than Siliguri. Apart from these, few places that definitely make me feel at home are, Ahmedabad, Kolkata and Delhi. Kolkata was the place where I started the process which led me to where I am today. Ahmedabad was the place where I first met myself. Delhi as a city scares me to no end, at the same time, doesn’t stop to charm me. What do I do? I am a brand ideator. When I am not ideating, I am doing all sorts of things. I dream a lot. What do I like? Love sleeping – can sleep like a wild cat , crazy about ‘champees’(hair massage), adore rickshaw rides (when in sila), love jhaalmudi, titoras, jalebis, kulfis, crazy about biking ( one of the reasons I miss siliguri so much), love the rains (not the Mumbai rains tho), like lazying around (Garfield!), Love surprises very(need to get back to work..will continue a lil later)
2 comments:
Neena!
Hey, “inspired by mehendi” – superb!
Yeah, I do find one designer, let’s see! Though I/m feeling to buy custom design from the net.
*** Every moment I live in fear
Every moment …
You know, fear is the only thing through which HOPE gets in :D
Hey, you are from silliguri? I hv been there, even I do hv friends in Hakim Para!
Cheers!
ha ha ha...Hakim para...talk about siliguri connection :O) Though I love a lot of things about siliguri but dunno why, to me it appears like a marshy land..which sucks you into it..so the more I stay away from it, the better...
Don't buy custom design from the net...your website is yours..it should rightly reflect your personality..take time but put your heart into it...
Aha..true..but when fear takes the better of you....when the fear of the unknown is so strong...you stop seeing the silver lining, you stop hearing soothing music , you stop feeling positive vibes...I talk like someone who's on the verge of quitting right...ha ha
The weeping philospher always :O)
But it's always nice to hear form you..Love it.
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